C'est la Guerre

 

 

The fires beat their retreat just shy of the stone marker that stands at the edge of an expansive vineyard.  It honors the partisans who parachuted in on the night of July 14, 1944, to subsequently chase out the fascists who had invaded two years before. In a house on the hill above, a Browning rifle leans against the fireplace, a decorative item that Lai Yong found in a shop somewhere.  The gun scares me a little.  How many people had it killed, or was the person to whom it was issued himself killed?  

I watched many films during the pandemic, including a number of classics that dealt with the European theatre of WWII.  It was an educational exercise for me, wanting to learn more about the history of the continent, and film can often provide evocative waypoints to better, more detailed sources. I usually abhor violence, particularly the Hollywood variety, where behind high bodycounts is a person to be grieved for. This feeling became particularly acute while watching Stalingrad, in those dark months after the death of my own son.  

I am amazed that war has lasted as long as it has.  Man’s greatest advantage over his fellow animals is his intellect.  So war begins where intellect fails.  But diplomacy in general has been scarce of late, might has again become the order of the day.  Like most of us, I was shocked to see Russian tanks rolling into Ukraine, as land invasions feel oh so 20th century.  We all have a different take on these events, and while I do paint Putin as a villain, so too are the heads of state whose bullying and aggression propelled those tanks into motion.  And now many of those same “leaders” seem dead set on bullying China in a similar fashion.  How do they not see that war is a failure, that all military gains are temporary?  The world order today is nowhere the same as in 1918, 1945, 1991.  Politics change, borders shift, ideologies prove a mere product of their time. We should have evolved intellectually to a place beyond war, where we can sit together to find compromise and solution. Yet war continues to flare up time and time again.  It is the place where man devolves into animal, and the passions that serve as ignition are equally beast-like.  

My travels through a vast number of long-dead civilizations and empires along the Silk Road have proved to me that in the end, only the land is eternal, and the letters carved in stone to mark long forgotten heroes will themselves fade with the eternity of time.  

 

On the turntable: Dinah Washington, " In the Land of Hi-Fi" 

 

After the Fire, the Fire still Burns

 

 

The pandemic kept me away for three years.  Emotionally I’d held up well during the whole global implosion, but when I eventually did hit rock bottom, it was inextricably bound to this place.  The heavy rains that bombarded Kyoto during the summer of ’21 had already done a number on my spirits, as I felt imprisoned within my house, unwilling to distract myself in some risky indoor venue, and unable to spend time at the lake or in the mountains, places that my soul craves desperately.  But it was the fires here in France that summer that threatened to sink me through the floor.     

The flames started a few valleys to the north, but high winds had coaxed them down toward the sea.  Day after day I followed their progress online, feeling such hopeless as I watched this disaster play out in slow motion, from such a distance where I could do absolutely nothing.  Lai Yong too watched from England, fatalistically optimistic, but her voice betrayed anxiety, a tone I rarely hear from her.  

We had assumed the house lost.  But as is often the way with these things, the winds shifted suddenly, the flames reaching 100 meters from the front drive but mercifully no further.

The drive in last weekend betrayed little fire damage, as five seasons had coaxed out new vegetation.  Things were beginning to green, as the odometer had rolled over into September. But flashes of black seen from the car increased as we entered the long straight drive that led away from town.  The steep little bridge that Sora so loved to hop at high speed in the Jeep had been replaced, and the forest beyond was all thinned out.  It reminded me of the old Matthew Brady prints of the American Civil War, great debris-filled spaces bordered by the agonized twisting of charred trees. The hillsides too bore scars, but you had to know where to look for them.  

But the house and the land surrounding it looked as they always had.  It, and all it contained, had survived.  Yet it is the scars within, a week’s worth of memories growing less and less visceral, that lead me to finish this paragraph with the words, “survived yes, but for how long.” 

 

On the turntable: Bola Sete, "Tour de Force"